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Wednesday, October 29, 2008

我落泪了！！

我平时最在乎的就是我的家人有事，尤其是我的阿公阿妈。今天就如往常一样，到他们那吃晚饭。吃完后，就跟我阿妈谈天说地，说到一半，他就去帮我阿公擦药，因为阿公前几天生"蛇", 结果去看医生。擦药过后，阿公就主动与我交谈。就是与他交谈的过程中，我落泪了。

他把我心中的恐惧给唤醒。

他说......他梦到我的曾祖母，也就是他的妈妈。他说，他全身痛得就快无法呼吸。然后，他的妈妈去找我阿公的哥哥，叫他去找中医来给我阿公推拿。中医推拿过后，我的曾祖母就走了，我阿公的哥哥也跟着走。我阿公想跟去，他的哥哥便随手抓起一根木，想打我阿公，就在这时，我阿公清醒了。

如果你们在想为什么我听这个故事会落泪的话，因为，我阿公的妈妈和哥哥已经去世了。也就是说，我阿公差一点就跟着他们走掉了。T_T

当我再听他述说的时候，我强忍着泪水，不敢让他看到我心中的恐惧。我只敢在夜晚，无人在旁的情况下让泪水直流。只有这样，我心中才能得到安抚，也不会让别人操心。

备公，谢谢你!! 把我阿公赶回来。

我不敢想象没有阿公的日子是如何...... :(

阿公，你要继续得健健康康活下去，

给我机会孝敬您。

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Monday, October 27, 2008

内疚，别把他累计成遗憾！！

情爱的读者，希望当你再听这首歌的时候，能想一想从小把你抚养长大的人。
子欲养, 亲不在。这将会使你一生的遗憾！！珍惜身边的亲人吧！！

很多人以为，要赚多一点钱才来孝敬父母，但是很多时候，他们只是想要有人陪他们吃屯饭，他们就满足了。

也不要为了争取夺一分钟与朋友的欢乐，牺牲聚天伦之乐的时光。
千万不要忘记，天底下没有人会比亲人还要照顾你。

希望你也能像我一样，喜欢这首歌。

内疚——《小孩不笨》电影版插曲曲：
李毅/梁智强词：梁智强唱：许美娴

不断的摸索自己企图改变一些叹息
我知道你对我的期许是将来眼光的抵御
你今日无助的词句都带着明日的讯息
我知道你对我的心意而我就是有心无力

我还有什么可以给你我不断的问自己
我不断的想不断的在找寻
我知道你一直都辛苦为我默默地付出
就算流泪也不承认你哭我是身在福中不知福
所以我用尽我的全部来告诉你我没有认输

还有什么可以给你我的爹娘我的父母
还有什么可以给你我的爹娘我的父母

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值得珍惜的，别放手。
不能守住的，别强求。

Somethings, if its worth tresuring, no matter how much energy or effort u need to get it, you have to get it.. But until it comes to a point when you know that, that thing is no longer within your grip, it is better to give it up. No point holding on to it, making yourself suffer and wasting your time.. It is better to let go and look somewhere else for happiness, rather than staying at the same place hoping for happiness.. Sometimes, happiness, dun just drop from the sky......

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Saturday, October 25, 2008

FRIENDLY GIANT IS SICK..........AGAIN!!!!

我一直躲也躲不掉的胃胀风又回来找我了。Haix.. The feeling is just so unbearable.. With the gastric feeling bloated, headache and fever also shui zhe er lai.. Kelian de wo......

Today actuali gt work duties as SDC, heard its doing Paintball, but yesterday morning woke up with the gastric feeling bloated, but still go school. Cos xia tong only, den aft tt, at night reached home, really hao xiang struggling to survive, scare cold, headache, body suan tong.. Haix... Den today woke up, trying to see whether can go work not, but the pain is still unbearable, so yi fang wan yi, i msg A*, and also send to R* saying i having gastric cannot go work.. Much to my disappointment, no reply from them at all.. Haix... Now also dunno hw.. Ever since my so called "kao san" left le, can felt the different attitude showcast by some of them.. Is it true tt human personalities are like tt?? Or is tt happening in the working world..?? I am like so worried to step into the society.. It feels like in the working society, 人与人之间，都是带着面具做人的。难道，他们就不能肝胆相照，将心掏出来与人沟通吗？何必搞得，我设计你，你设计我，看谁会中计。

好可怕啊!!!!

This makes me think of the song by the famous female band, S.H.E.......

我不想我不想我不想长大!!

It also makes me thing of a song sang by my xin mu zhong de sweet angel, Genie Zhuo Wen Xuan..
為什麼一定要長大?? 為什麼世界變得好複雜??

Everytime i think of the work society, it kinda bring my fear out.. Have the tendacy to escape from this world..

Guess I am still a naive little boy that have not grown up to accept the world...

还是喜欢小时候，在父母的关怀下无忧无虑，不知天高地厚的逐渐成长。
爸爸，妈咪谢谢你们，把我养得这么大，我想说，我爱你!!
希望我在有生之年能进我的孝道，好好的孝敬你们。

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Thursday, October 23, 2008

Why people is shan bian de dong wu? At one moment, treat you very nice, talk terms with you? But the next moment, machiam Chameleon, totally changed pattern.. I guess i have to grow with this sorts of reaction and expressions?? So that i can learnt to deal with different people at different times.....

I learnt something from an article today, sometimes, you create your attitude. Well, i would say most of the time, you created your personality. Such as, when you tend to forget people's name, you will create a "story" to lie to YOURSELF, you have poor memory, but sometimes, you just let this be an excuse for you to forget people's name, but is this right?

Guess right now, i need to keep telling myself, I AM PATIENT AND GOOD TEMPERED!!. hahx.. hope this will worked!!=P hahx

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Tuesday, October 14, 2008

Is it because im tired or wat.. I am like so excited to watch 足球小将. But just now, i catch a few episode continuously, den im like nearly dozed off?? Hahx.. Though the anime is really quite 精彩。den i have the thot, is it that the feel is gone after a very long time? I no longer like it as much as i like it before?

Well. But i think i will definitely catch finished the whole series. Now finished episode 9 le. Got bout...... Dunnoe.. Total got 56 episode, if im not wrong.. Hahx..

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Monday, October 13, 2008

哈哈。i am so so so happy.. Hahx.. the happiness is beyond description.. just like a small kid found 50 dollar on the floor like tt.. Hahahx... As if i found back my tong nian de happiness, well maybe its tong nian de yi han.. hahax.. cos i din managed to catch the head and tail of the anime.. Only catch it here and there.. Hahax.. But im so glad to have found it online.. Hahax... Well, gonna go for tuition le.. Will definitely rushed back aft tutition to catch it.. Hahx.. I found another past time!! Hahx..

原来，惊喜的快乐是那么开心的。:)

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I am so happy... Hahax...

I finally found 足球小将

Have been searching high and low for this anime.. By chance let me found it.. hahahx.. I am so over the moon!!! Hahahx.... It has been my favourite anime.. Rmb that i always woke up early to catch it before i go school.. Cos they always show it at 6am.. Den i will wake up at bout 5plus to wash up den catch the anime, and rush to school as soon as it finished. Hahx.. And ive tried going to many video stall to search for this anime, but they all say dun have.. hahax...

Now, i found it online.. so happy... hahahx...

能找到一直在找的东西，真是开心。:)

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Sunday, October 12, 2008

Just i was always enjoying my 6 weeks of holiday, and today, its the last day of my holiday le.. Hahx.. 6 weeks just passed like that.. Well.. My worries is tomorrow will be seeing Alvena early in the morning. Not only she teaching us lecture, she gt my class as tutorial also.. Hahax.. Nothing wrong with her teaching, just so happens she is our FYP faciliators.. Haix... And sadly, we have nothing to show her.. Dunno hw to face her tml.. But siam you siam bu diao.. Hahx.. Only can pray hard she don't come too hard after us.. Hahx..

Well... Shall end here le bah.. Gonna wake up early as tml class is 8am!! hahx.. but i think there is a high chance i will be late.. =P

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Thursday, October 09, 2008

THANK YOU CHRISTINE AND SUFEN!!!

HEyyz Christine, thanks so much for helping me with this blog skin etc. hahax.. without you, i wont be dropping by here to post so many entries within such a short period. hahax.. though partially is bo bian, cos owe u a ren qin, and u said the only way to bao da is to blog more often. so hor, usually i blog once a week, so nw i one go post 4 entries, i gt one mth no need worry liao.. hahax.. just kidding la.. but really thanks for your effort to help me set up my skin and tagboard all those other i dun even noe hw to address them. hahax..

not to forget, SUFEN!! hahax.. thank for helping me set up this account, hahax.. though after u set up u wan quan bu guan wo le.. hahax.. as in, i posts no post u also bo chup. hahax.. still rmb its like 2 yrs ago de smtime this period? ying gai shi la.. bu shi jiu too bad lor.. ya o kai xue le!! bu yao zai mei chi late le la.. nw got ur favourite laoshi de morning lesson.. so i presume monday u definitely wont be late?? hahax. or maybe only can tahan for 2wks only?? hahax.. hao la..

YES!! This is the two heroine i have to thank for setting this blog for me.. Hahx.. ZHEN XIN DE GAN XIE NI MEN!!

I will blog more often so as not let both your effort goes down the drain.. =)

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FYP??!!! Sigh~~

Why must we do FYP?? Is FYP a important thing to do so that you can pass?? I mean, some other Poly can substitue FYP with a 2nd attachment, why can's SP do it??

Well.. I just hope i can settle my FYP asap.. Its kinda getting on my nerves!! ARGH!!!

PERSEVERE EDMUND!!! JIAYOU!!

Labels: FYP Good or Bad

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13 Oct, starts of a whole new sem.

Gonna miss the time when i can..
suka suka wake up,
suka suka go slp,
stay up till middle of the night to watch videos,
going out as late and as long as i want...

But.. ITS LAST SEMESTER LE!!! BUCK UP EDMUND!!
JIAYOU JIAYOU!!

I will endure through my last semester de.. =)

不能轻言放弃，否则对不起自己。

Labels: School is starting...

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LAO BA!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!

Happy birthday to you..
Happy birthday to you..
Happy bithday happy birthday..
Happy birthday.......to you...............

Daddy! Happy birthday to you.. Thanks for the effort and hardship u have suffered in bringing me up.. Bu zhi bu jue, ni yi jin ba wo cha yi dian jiu yang da chen ren le. Ming nian wo jiu chen nian le!! Lao Ba, xin ku ni le..

Wo hui jin liang de bu rang ni chao xin.. Hahx.. Zhu ni shen ri guai le, shen ti jian kang.

~Ai Ni de er zi, guo biao

Side track:
Of so many birthday songs that i have heard before, i like the FM93.3 de birthday song and the canto version de birthday songs. hahax.. But Singapore is hard to hear them sing in bday celebrations.

Labels: HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHEN LAO BA

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