Yst night at bout 12am, they surprised us by waking us up and give us whole lot of hell treatment.. But at the break of dawn, they give us our ticket to earth.. Hahx.. The moment is so shiok.. But that 6hours of mental and physical torture is no joke.. Well.. At least I've been thru, and still standing, though can hardly stand properly.. Hahx..
But after they give us the ticket to earth, they told us, earth is not that fun also.. There is different kind of hardship to handle also.
All I can do now is, hope for the best and be prepared for the worst.. JIAYOU!!
Wednesday, July 21, 2010
Will my days in hell end tonight?
The time now is 8.30pm and everyone around me is trying to sleep le.. Cos we hear rumours that their will be surprises waiting for us in the middle of the night.. We are actually waiting for this day, yet dread it.. In a dilemma actually.. Its like before we come out from hell, we need to go thru the 18 level of torture before we reached the earth.. Hope the torture wont be too tough later..
WISH ME LUCK AND BLESSED ME POWER!!
Sunday, July 18, 2010 SMILE and Laughter, where have you gone?? Its been dunno how long since i last had a great laugh, a laugh that is uncontrollable and come from the heart. Everyday i'm just looking forward to the end of the day.. with no meaning or purpose in life.. Wanting the day of misery and torture to end quick. But seldom can i do anything to lessen the misery. Friends seems to have parted their way. Busy with their own stuff, seldom have time to initiate any meetings. Missed the good old days where i am packed with outings and gatherings and the laughter that came along with it.
misery, will you dun find me tat often?
happiness and laughter, can you stay with me forever?
Tuesday, July 13, 2010
LIFE IS GETTING MORE CHALLENGING...
I have never felt this worst before.. I seems to be in a place where people think highly of themselves and do nothing for the environment.. Most of them enjoy working with their mouth, and let the bottom of the food chain do all the work.. The fish tt have grown would try to push whatever work they have to the smallest fry in the pond.. The smallest fry, would den have to suffer whatever work they are directly or indirectly assigned to, without any chance of protesting. But what i find it worst is even among the group of fry, they only fend for themselve, seldom would they think of the other fry before they take action.. One example, one fry is showing off to how fairly he is, treating everybody equally, would not outcut anybody.. But when he is doing it, the scenario is different. He is sleeping beside the window, and he has a working fan directly above him, while a poor fry(ME) was beside him, with a non working fan above me.. Means i have to suffer in heat.. I suggested opening the window to let the air flow and wind to come in.. But for convenience of him not letting the dirt, dust, mosquito to fly in, he chose to keep the window closed.. Without any sympathy for his bed neighbour who got no fend to keep cool.. Sigh... Some fry would also willing succumb themselves to polishing the boot of the fishes at the top of the food chain so that their lives would be much off than their counterpart, whom are in this place with him. He try his means and way to polish the boot from the very first day he is here. What can i say? Life is such... The WORLD is CRUEL, MEN are SELFISH.. Looking forward to the day I get out of this living hell..
