Saturday, October 25, 2008 FRIENDLY GIANT IS SICK..........AGAIN!!!!
我一直躲也躲不掉的胃胀风又回来找我了。Haix.. The feeling is just so unbearable.. With the gastric feeling bloated, headache and fever also shui zhe er lai.. Kelian de wo......
Today actuali gt work duties as SDC, heard its doing Paintball, but yesterday morning woke up with the gastric feeling bloated, but still go school. Cos xia tong only, den aft tt, at night reached home, really hao xiang struggling to survive, scare cold, headache, body suan tong.. Haix... Den today woke up, trying to see whether can go work not, but the pain is still unbearable, so yi fang wan yi, i msg A*, and also send to R* saying i having gastric cannot go work.. Much to my disappointment, no reply from them at all.. Haix... Now also dunno hw.. Ever since my so called "kao san" left le, can felt the different attitude showcast by some of them.. Is it true tt human personalities are like tt?? Or is tt happening in the working world..?? I am like so worried to step into the society.. It feels like in the working society, 人与人之间，都是带着面具做人的。难道，他们就不能肝胆相照，将心掏出来与人沟通吗？何必搞得，我设计你，你设计我，看谁会中计。
好可怕啊!!!!
This makes me think of the song by the famous female band, S.H.E.......
我不想我不想我不想长大!!
It also makes me thing of a song sang by my xin mu zhong de sweet angel, Genie Zhuo Wen Xuan.. 為什麼一定要長大?? 為什麼世界變得好複雜??
Everytime i think of the work society, it kinda bring my fear out.. Have the tendacy to escape from this world..
Guess I am still a naive little boy that have not grown up to accept the world...
