Today supposed to meet Alvena Sam to discuss bout our fyp updates at 9.30am. but deal to the unforeseen circumstances of sudden heavy rainpour, my bus gt delayed. in the end, i reached sch at bout 9.40am. me and roy go see her, we shoot us. "Helo, now wat time ald?". she refused to see us cos she have a class at 10am, which is teaching my class.. she said see her aft class.. well... aft lesson end, she asked us to go in front to discuss..
before she start anything, she requested for log card.. den roy turned to me and giggled saying forgot to bring.. i was about to laugh when alvena da fa lei ting de ratter at us.. sayin we "HALF PAST SIX!!" correction, not saying, its shouting. wat a thing for her to say.. its such a great insult, at least i felt this way. den she started her rattling session in front of some other classmates without giving us abit mian zi.. she nag and ratter until the next class lecturer comes in, cos they need the classroom.. den she said, go to her office.. well.. so we went up...
when we reached there, she started rattling at us agn, actuali her main target is me, i guess?? cos she hardly look at royston, her attention is at me, even qc,10 they all can see that. royston also said when she nagging, he felt so bored, cos she din even look at him, he nearing dozed off la.. maybe she has higher expectation of me, knowing ive events background? or she is afraid i stepped on her head with my events expertise, thats why must show her power??
she said she wanted to give us a wake up call... sayin we are wasting our poly life... din even get a GPA 3. but there is alot people din get it also ah.... is it common or is it necessary to have at least GPA 3 and above to be considered successful??
Not only she nagged us, she even pulled our khakis in to say... haix................ she compared us with many many different grp of people, with different comparisons... she said, she thot last yr de fyp grp very chialat, but nw den she noe, this yr de worst.... which means, shooting us agn.... she said last yr zui lan zui late de fyp grp at her office will also feel remoarse, den me and roy like hao wu hui yi.... but when people is rattling and nagging away, how many will actuali apologise on the spot?? and, different people have different working attitude and character mah... why must she compare compare compare and compare??
Bei ta nag le yi fan hou, she ask us to reflect... I also dunno hw i felt..... Jiu shi abit numb?? maybe a little upset, a little remoarse?? Bie shuo le... Its so awful to start the week like this.... She said we are under performer.... She asked didn't any teacher tell you that you are under performer?? and the thing is, nobody does.... wo ye bu xiang jiang tai duo le.. zai jiang xia qu, ye shi mei wan mei liao.... hai shi gan jin bao fyp gei zhuo wan... if nt, later bei ta fang du jian, den have to pay 2 sem sch fees jus for FYP!!! NONONO!!!! this will not happen.....