Saturday, February 14, 2009 2 papers down! 4 more to go!!
Its been a really stressful and tiring period.. Just down with 2 papers(woohoo~), but, 4 more to go.. =S Its more than the paper that is occupying most of our minds now.. I guess the graduating portion, occupied the space of the back of our mind as well..
Sometimes, its really sad that things have to come to an end.. Yet, its a important process which cant be left out in life.. My mind is in a twirl now.. Have many things to pour.. Yet, cant express myself out.. Who can help me??
Slowly... Slowly.. Right now my mind has 3 things!
1. Exams 2. Bi ye shi ke 3. Bu neng shuo de mi mi
Exams is not too far away, yet, im really having the lazy mood to study.. The thought of "her" did work at times, to push me to study.. But thinking of her and study, just doesn't work. Cos the words tt i studied, don't go into my head... Sad....
GRADUATION!! Is it good or bad? Or just like wat sf always say, we wont keep in touch de.. Will it really be that case? I have faith in our clique-ship, but have doubts in our ability to keep in contact with each other. Especially when we are so bei dong.. How could it be possible to keep in contact? That time during ITP, meeting up for dinner is really difficult.. Will it be more difficult when we really split our lives? But, I believe that wat matters is there is always a small corner in the heart where we will keep each other inside. I don't know if you all would, but i will.. =)
Bu neng shuo de mi mi. Mind is occupied with exams, heart is twirling.. Don't if that someone is really the someone that im looking for.. For, the more i know that someone, the more i think she is not my cup of tea, yet, i still have a tinge feeling that she is my cup of tea.. I don't know.. I guess shall only let Cupid makes the decision bah.. Hope he wont play pranks on me..
Today, 13 Feb, Lunar 19 Jan, is my Great grandma death anniversary.. Went over to my grandma house to help out with the cooking.. Too many cooks, really spoils the broth.. But so many people around, yet, not many hands that is working, but many mouths are talking.. Its really xin teng to see my mum have to do so many things.. Therefore, i always make it a point to help out whenever i can..
As soon as im done with burning of the incense paper, i dashed to school for revision lesson for Property Law.. Upon entering, saw "her", its like, hahax, fireworks in the sky, smile on my face.. Hahx..
Guess i have to stopped here le.. If not tml sure cannot wake up.. Its been 3 days since i last have a good 6-8hrs sleep, max i have is around 4hours... But its a normal thing during exams period..
To: "her", i know you are also procrastinating, but i hope you will find the motivation to finished up the last lap.. Jiayou jiayou!!
Edmund!! You too!! Don't slack.. Don't repeat the same mistake you did for O's..